Last Night!!!!
Yesterday I went to a wedding. It was my cousins wedding. It was such a beautiful place and people in nice outifts. Well anyways as I went to the wedding they put on a slide show and did all the other things made me realized how much time passed by and I didnt even realized it. Its suprising my cousin was getting married, but I feel like that everytime I went to a graduation party to. It makes me feel old. And one of my worse fears are becomming an adult. Im scared to grow up. I know the good things in growing up is getting money getting a car getting to do whatever you want. But the bad part is that you have to leave your family behind. Everything behind just to start something new. I am not afraid of letting go. Once I hold on I keep holding on. I dont know why though, but im like that. Well anyways I dont know how a wedding got into getting older and having to leave and now my fears >.< But anyways I know I have to leave somthing someday. But I know it will be hard because its hard letting go of the things you love.